Monday, February 11, 2019

Deracinated


When the whole world turns up against you and you find yourself sinking in the crowd indifferent to you… believing that it's not the life that you ultimately gonna cherish…
Then drop everything and goes to the place where u feel you can find the right answer.


I was rooted somewhere here.., I return..
Now, I grub out of a space I have always been back to
yeah!!! years transformed me 
and often altered my inner self..
from kinda thoughts, words, attitude, and more over my wholeness.
here, I'm leaving without any people from this city.
just MEMORIES.
I gained no one from here and I never regretted it.

 Deracinated  

To bravely walk out of...
It was never the same again.
I shed and shattered...
I call it all a parcel I always cherish upon...
Days of happiness.
Days of Experience.
Realization.
I'm never a writer...nor poet...nor artist.
But...
as you, you, and you
As a human being, I learned to grow 
when I fall but kept myself the hope of progression.

PREJUDICED.
OFTEN REJECTED.

Even today...I was unaccompanied.
But...
even if you left me with none...
I will SURVIVE.
we live to survive.
...MOTIVATION IS FREE OF COST.
a world filled with speakers, coaches, trainers, developers....
so beware of it.
Be unknown and explore.
BOOKS... KEEP 'EM AND CARRY 'EM.
Now look up at
 SKY..STARS..CLOUDS..BIRDS...TRESS..FLOWERS..MOON..SUN..AND MUCH MORE ABOVE YOUR ROOM WALLS..
Fear makes you strong.
Make a change when you think you wanted to.
No longer, just the soul remains and what you do with your body goes to the parasites that habitat in your graveyard. 
So keep your soul away from regrets, guilt, and hatred.



Photo by . liane . on Unsplash

Sunday, February 03, 2019

Universally Stuck



I have been dreaming to make a move in my life...
yeah !! I know it often stops me somewhere that I do not want to do it. But it's not what I wanted in my life, I know you have even more dreams to explore but that's what really makes the difference................

It's been a while,
 I pulled myself from doing what I love, there were possibilities to overcome and overgo but I haven't...I'm stuck in my own hell and my conscience often drags me to the inner demons I fight with...

Basically, I'm not depressed because I have seen people who are..., I'm blessed then....!!!
still my 'that life' is not here......yeah....' dream land' it seems, the ultimate happiness what spirituality calls, 'HAPPINESS' of life...
And I say it's not that far far far land somewhere...
it's what we make with our own life...with circumstances we create...
Moving out of our own comfort zone...That will power to make a MOVE in life...
That SPARK to move out.....
It's not traveling to Kasi or Jerusalem or Mecca but finding the LIFE...
it comes...Existentialism often we call it...
but okay WAIT....it will...Happen...!! if you're willing to get ready and accept what Universe gives...