Unconscious pull

I haven't seen anyone even me here
Until I found that silhouette!
The dark and ignorant,
But it triggered me to explore
To uphold the truth that exists now;
I have seen in my dreams,
It haunts me day and night!
Imprisonment is far away
And freedom is a decade wish,
Uprooted in riot and rebel!
I fought and failed all the time;
Again I wake to the world,
its not a reality but just my life,
A reverie of thorns and broken thoughts!
I tear when you holds me,
But there lies a fear when you touches
Because you untie me;
I'm invoked by your words,
I never intend to be a part of you,
But you possessed everything!
You encounter me through my dreams,
And walk throughout my life,
Unless I move back away to another world!