Sombre memoirs

Journey of hymns from hills,
Silent mourning on the way
Reminisce of love that lost!
Behind the valley of memories;
They brought the endless echoes of my love!
Broken but ardent soul again hovered
Across the time, there it still stands,
In front of me like a withered flower;
Can I dream again....weeping!!
Can I hope again....waiting!!
I awake to conquer the fear,but it defeat me...
Sleepless nights with your thoughts,
In the pit of despair, I sat soaked with tears;
I tried to hide to my secret sob,
But solemnly, love for you appears in the somber memoirs....!!

Consolation

The clouds parted away
Darkened the evening sky, still time haven't received...
Waiting for his arrival in melancholy
The drops fall finally to embrace the love
Twilight of the day kissed the rainbow
Sun hid with its glare high
And I found him looking at me far away
But hopes he may visit me this night..
Embarrassed in the touch of breeze;
Drizzled  the memory of last second we departed,
Heart filled with desire to be together,
Earth craved for its next arrival
And I ended up in an ephemeral self consolation!!
Still I pined for the whims for him;
That brought me a life beyond this life...

Alone the day

That day window panes opened to a meadow,
I realized I am blind; out of my world!
But the silence sung the beauty of loneliness,
The power of this second hold the breath of my life,
Graveyard beyond my vista recalled me!
I limited the thoughts that wandered;
It raised the warmth of the room
Disturbed in my existence, I tried...
I conflicted to gain the victory over the witches
It aroused the spirit of my soul to repose
The convict today there on the ground, a man I know;
Coffin decorated with tears and flowers,
Faded away the pain of ending up in mud!
It's not a spring and visitors struggled,
Lost in the memories of my solitary days as loner,
I forgot the time passed within these years of my life,
Worried in the dilemma of this death;
Now I know that gate opens me a life one day,
That take me to the lifeless beings!
I longed for a return from the past
That dwelled to the darkness,
Alone the day, I hope I can stay calm and walk out to meet death.....