Warrior

Not a princess

Adorned with jewels and attire
Waiting for the knight,
For a battle for her !!
But a warrior woman
As Joan of arc,
Heroine not pampered..
But strong enough to fall,
Fight and rebel !!
She screams out herself
Her silence, a roar of life !!
She ties her hair and heart,
Walk stern and high;
Not a princess,
Stays in walls of hope
And mansion of whims;
Perhaps a maiden of fired soul !!!

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Relapses to relive

Another twilight....

Pierced with memories
Retreated to tales
Those neoteric charms...
As August blossoms...
It's an angst potion,
Odyssey in silence
From meadow of wildness,
Delirious soul ride,
Pilgrimage to Mecca ;
Through relapses in darkness,
Panacea to revive..!!
Relive after deaths
Metamorphosis of Jin.

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Guilt

Strip thou soul
Cowered behind that bottles
There, wine and paints...!!!
Steal her tenderness
Deepest fears
Cleanse thou womanhood
Dry those tears
And mask subtle eyes...!!!
Thy crimson horny hands
Embraces holiness of life
Like a harbinger of  decadence

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As like Kafka

Sometimes we look back and sit to memories...⏳

To the shore, we travel...

Just a walk to revamp 

What we lost or else 

What we pulled ahead...

For something 

And

To the dreams, we fall into__

To Color the blue__

And Sink into the deeper end of words..

Maybe insane__ppl call us__

But 

It's all about being 

An Artist at heart__

And in love with the beauty of life and death__

Sometimes 

We wanna die__sometimes..

We wanna live Psycho...sometimes...!!!

Why not be__

A Kafka...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And fill infinite eccentricity in life....

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Secret affairs

Listen...

Alas!! You are lost

In the past

Why are you there!!!

I can't reach you 

I fall apart,

Dreamt, Disturbed !! 

I fear, I hear..

His footsteps...!!!

Long way...

I held that truths 

He comes often...

Softens the heart in agony...!!

Yeah!! I was there with him last night

Hours pondering the final verdict

Of my life with him.

Though.....

War with verses

To bear the fetus 

For him......hidden 

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Worth it

Every lone survivor has a story of revelations and resolutions.

And Its my experience of 'making a change..'

We all are meant to be at a place...

And we have to get along with everything that happens around it..

Then I realised I must change.

I was so dependent..because I believed its so difficult to live without 'friends'.

We always need that 'friends' to live our life..

Even they said that :

I can't live without them..

I can't do anything without them....

But I trusted myself to move out of them to make a way for myself..

I moved all alone...

I was separate

But satiated...!!!!

Now I do survive without them

I live without them

I can stand for myself

And I never regrets the choice I made..

May be some decisions are really worth it...